Mainly 3 things.

She says, "I wanna die, i seriously don't wanna live anymore".
He says, "I'm fed up, I'm leaving for good, no more of this."
She says, "my life is going to be so empty,i dunno what I'm going to do".
So many strong feelings that i have no comments for.Makes me kinda think how lucky i am when I'm down for different reasons.Or maybe its just as bad for each and every one of us although we don't share the same situation.

Lately i have been enjoying those small twinges of excitement that I've been getting.they are small,faint,barely lasting for a few second, but they are there. and that's alot compared to how I've been for a long time.Thank God.

Touching on another subject, I'm a firm believer in the whole "do what you wanna do" thing.but that also means,specially for adults, that they need to prioritise, sometimes (not always) compromise if they want people around in their lives, and most importantly understand that there are consequences for actions.IF and only IF all of what is mentioned is applied, then by all means, do what you wanna do. Just remember, if you make the wrong choices, then either wake up and pay your dues, or lose everything you have.That will be your choice and your choice only.No one makes decisions for you.Don't blame the world,blame yourself.It's not the end of the work,unless you DECIDE not to learn.Most importantly,make a choice,or else,whether you like it or not, life will make one for you.the harsh truth is,life goes on whether we like it or not,which is a mixed blessing.

I've been thinking lately about what i want in my life in,say, the next 5 years.I stopped thinking about love and romance (they'll come when they come), but more as in where i see ME,not people around me.So i set a few goals,the top three are those:
1-A nice house of my own.
2-Enough money to pay for a second MA.
3-$500 Loubitoun shoes.

I know what your thinking,but what can i say,I'm a girl and i love shoes :) besides, my daddy always says as long as your able, don't be too cheap when it comes to yourself,you only live once.