I was wondering why i keep a blog lately.I figured that i like having memories of when i was happy and the times in between.
I'm there now,the inbetweeness of the happy intervals of my life.wow,as soon as i get optimistic things go down pretty quick.I wonder why...don't i deserve to be happy?i work hard,i have faith, and i TRY to stay optimistic?
I hurt,i ache,i cry...and its all because of nothing that I've done.Shall i wait for karma to set things straight?but i don't really wish anybody any harm!then why the hell is this happening to me??
I want to be happy...is that too much to ask?
apparently so.
